IM STILL NOT DOING ANYTHING ON THIS WEBSITE!!!! THATS SO SAD!!!!! :'( someone needs to give me some ideas or something.....lol

My goodness......its been a long time since ive entered anything in this account.....im sorry......i really am backed up on my deviations that people have sent me.......plus journals....lol >< ill try my hardest to put some more pictures in.......well i hope everyone has been doing fine and well send me a message if u'd like to talk to me....byes! love ya!

Today is my birthday! And yet it's the most boring day ever! My best friend said she would hang out with me all day for my birthday but, what is doing, she's going to the movies with her brother, sister, and her mom but i would understand because her parents are.......well lets just say they don't live together anymore. So her bro and dad are visting. And there going to the movies after she was sitting on her butt doing practicly nothing, for 5 hours and she could of spent a little time wth me. But no she spent 5 hours doing nothing because everytime i would call her she would be messing around. What a best friend! She had 5 HOURS!!!!! And she didn't bother. Yes I'm being really selfish but shes my best friend and we practicly do everything together. NICE BIRTHDAY RIGHT!??

I'm just really stressted and I don't know why. Well I do but how am i stressed over someone asking me out? oh wait you guys don't know that story so let me fill you in. On Thursday march 8th i was at school out side the computer lab. and then this dude in my band class,cody, was going to the computer lab with his class. so as i was outside talking to my friends i look over and saw him, and he says i need to tell you something after band so i was like okkkkkkkaaaaayyyyyyy? And i thought it was bout his friend liking me or something really dumb. so i didn't worry bout it. So then after computer lab i go to band and i have class blahblahblah. And after class cody comes up to me while im walking to the bus. and he goes..... i quote" Umm, this is embarrassing but are you going out with anyone?" and my stomach just started to hurt so bad. and i was almost shaking. Then i said no because i wasn't. And then he was going to ask me if he wanted to go out with me. But Dana my friend came over knowing nothing and then he went away well ran kinda away. And now i can't stop thinking about it because how could he like me i'm not very pretty, i threaten people becuase they are really annoying and it goes on. I mean really he used to make me so mad because every time he would see me he would scream because, he said he did it was because my face was so ugly or wat ever. and im also stressed because his friend jerico told me the day after that he liked me too!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!